Saturday, November 04, 2006

Learning to permit inertia

I've spent most of today just loafing.

I got up and rowed, and it looks like I'm in the top 8+ for next weekend, rowing 2 seat (my favorite).

I have a hard time letting myself just goof off and do nothing and feel good about it. Family ethic. Grandpa grew up on the farm, and on the farm you don't play till the work's done, and on the farm, the work's never done. So playing is bad. Or rather, when one plays, one feels one should be doing other things. All play is a form of goofing off.

But whatever. I needed a day of screwing around.